sorry my journal has been so image heavy lately but I've been using my new camera from Christmas so much this week. and I coloured my hair for the first time in a few years, and cut it myself, out of plain boredom of the day, and of my hair, and I think the results were interesting anyways.

http://www.threadless.com/product/2153/It_s_Toile_About_You

I am going to cry! MY SHIRT IS NOW FOR SALE

http://www.threadless.com/product/2153/It_s_Toile_About_You
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I am in NY right now so I can't whip up any fancy banners or anything
omg omgomg I can't wait to order one! I hope it looks good, I can't really tell on my netbook


I just want to thank you all for helping me get this printed! I am so glad I have such a great following of enthusiastic folks who are so nice and willing to help me with things like this!
So SUPER THANK YOU if you voted for my shirt to be made!

I'm definitely planning on designing more shirts in the future :)

train station the other morning. it was cold, and so solitary in the fog. your steps sort of echo on the smooth steps down into the darkness. i hate wishing for things, for more things, things to fill me, things to surround me, the kind of craving you can never lose in the city. i feel like discarding everything except for my love, and moving away.

" the comets / have such a space to cross / Such coldness, forgetfulness / So your gestures flake off -

Warm and human / then their pink light / Bleeding and peeling

Through the black amnesias of heaven / Why am I given

These lamps, these planets / Falling like blessings, like flakes

Six sided, white / On my eyes, my lips, my hair

Touching and melting / Nowhere. "

CHRIMBO HAUL:

A 4 gig sansa MP3 player!! Yayyy my old 2 gig one was inches from death
A gateway NETBOOK! It's a candy apple red, too! So cute
Lots of jammies and socks and undies
A cute shirt
A cute sweater
A green purse
Understanding Comics by Scott McCloud
Making Comics by Scott McCloud
A cute dress and a jar full of ART PROMPTS that my sister made for me! I'll post about that more later but it's so cool
My brother got me 100 dollars to spend at Anthropologie in boston!!
LIFE DRAWING CLASSES omg mom found a life drawing class and she said she would pay for me to go! HOORAY FINALLY jeez it only took me like years to find a class
My other brother got me 30 rock season 3!
aannddd umm I am sure theres other stuff, I can't remember right now I'm all tired.


I had a reeeally good holiday, we had the whole family around and it was just super joyous. We also went and saw Sherlock Holmes, and I ate some cheesecake. I felt sick from the cheesecake, but I am still in good spirits.


I am super blessed and it is a privilege to be in my family!


I wish I had some art for you guys, but my computers been pretty slow lately and photoshop eats up the most memory.
All I have is this doodle of a house that I had a dream about:
I drove down this long thin road (I had a friend in the car too, though I don't know who she was, she had black/dark brown hair) that was surrounded by lakes and cranberry bogs, and I drove up to this house, it was more like a hotel actually. Anyway, there were these ponds in the front of the hotel with little floating bellhop bells in the water. Me and my friend discovered that ringing the bells made the bells sink to the bottom, but open a door to the hotel. So we started pressing all the bell tops and opening all the doors, thinking it was wonderful



The scene had strange lighting that I did not take care to duplicate in the image above. It was sort of in warm shadows with sunlight creeping up near the corner of the house. The bells were all shimmery in the sunlight, floating around next to green lilypads

I remember taking a peek into one of the front doors and inside was so fancy and warm. There was a shiny checkered floor to the hotel lobby. Anyway, it was a lovely dream, I don't know if I ever went inside the hotel


ANYWAY I HOPE YOU ALL ENJOYED YOURSELVES IN SOME WAY THIS FESTIVE SEASON ♥

Hope everyone is having an EXCELLENT HOLIDAY!
My day has been great so far! Lots of wonderful gifts exchanged, I'll perhaps elaborate on that later

My question is this: Where can I find a streaming link to tonights Doctor Who episode airing on the BBC tonight?
My brother and I don't want to wait for the american showing tomorrow! I just don't know where to look for the live streaming thing

thanks a bunch if anyone can answer this question!



Edit: Wait, did End Of Time Part 1 air already?? I thought it was premiering christmas day! WHY AM I SO OUT OF THE LOOP

i wish there was a constant. depression either makes me really good at sleeping

or really bad.

merry christmas

xoxo

I do not know who michael buble is at all, but somehow I get the feeling that I should be embarrassed to like this song!



I'm gonna be all busy with the holidays and visiting new york and new years, so I'll do a little 2009 recap now

( 2009 recap )
Here is a ballet dancing pug dog

somebody needs this i don't know who, but i know somebody needs this song

to dance to in your underwear
on the bed
feeling like you don't want to give a fuck
and just be in love or something.

whole wide world

hey guys don't eat a million salt & vinegar chips unless you prefer an awful stinging tongue for days.

NOTE: Day 4 was a big day. First we went to a tour of Bay Lake Towers near Contemporary Resort. Then we had lunch. And then we went to The DVC Christmas Stories Unwrapped; it was a conference. And then we went to The DVC Member Merry Mixer. There was dancing and it was fun! Then we shortly went to Epcot and then we went home. Later we went to the Grand Floridian to see the Magic Kingdom Christmas fireworks which we secretly saw from there. End.

Now it's Day 5 and we're going home. Real home. I felt like the vacation was too short yesterday, and today I actually feel sad that I'm going home. Then again, I do love snow!

I came up with the final pieces of my story that is BIG. And I should finally
write it down when I get home! See ya!

And on Day 4 we went to the Animal Kingdom. We went to the Asia part and went through the Maharajah Jungle Trek, where were tigers and bats and kimono dragons and birds and ardvark things (I forget what they were). Then we had lunch. Afterwards we were thinking about going to the Animal Kingdom Lodge resort, buuuut it was boring. So we decided to go to the Willderness Lodge resort. Then we went to Epcot.

They have an Epcot Candlelight Presetion for the World Showcase and they have a nararator and tonight's was Abigale Breslin!

Tomorrow will be a grande jour.

Man, every december, I gotta give this another watch

I can't believe this is like 5 years old!!! Best thing I ever got

http://potterpuppetpals.com/pppstore/fun/emmyxmas.htm

it's so easy to fall in love. it can happen while you aren't even thinking. and you are standing before the oven not even thinking of anything in particular and it can slowly filter through your body and you don't realize it. it does not sneak up on you, it envelopes you slowly over the hours you spend together. then one day your mind steps back as you kiss, and it replays the moment in your head instantly telling you this is love and that you are in it. i don't know about others but for me it is this painful beautiful thing. i don't know. does anybody know?

anyways nathan mailed me this packaged from hellokitty.com for christmas. haha it's actually really cute and i wish i could have photographed it better. otherwise, i'm not anticipating christmas too much. i have no idea where i'll be! rob helped me find a dress and hopefully we can go places.

yeah i don't know what to think these days.

NOTE: Turns out we went to Epcot on Day 1. Sorry if I missed Day 2; that day, I went to the Magic Kingdom. And again to Epcot. Oh and I got some POCKY!

Day 3- I went to Hollywood Studios formerly known as MGM Studios. I went on the Toy Story Mania ride and the Great Movie Ride. Afterwards I was gonna go to the Backlot Tour, Indiana Jones, and the Animation show; but I didn't mind going back home to have some lunch. Later we're going to the Magic Kingdom again and before that we're going to Gasparella's, a pizza place/arcade at the Grand Floridian resort & spa. THEY HAVE DONKEY KONG THERE!!

Oh and get this! At the Hollywood Studios, there was guy who had a ukelele, and he looked like the 1930s people and he saw my shirt, AND HE PLAYED THE MARIO SONG! It. was. awesome!

"See ya later!"-Midna